今次又幾耐冇打過日記呢
自己卻唔想去知
因為唔想踢爆自己既懶惰
今日我卻冇lala想打日記
可能我會打好多野
因為我既心情係呢幾日好唔知點咁
呢排經常都八掛一個人既野
突然間覺得自己好似同佢熟左好多咁
琴夜我諗起我同呢個人
都有過開心既時候
但係點解自己之後卻冇搵佢/果一班人呢
果一刻我諗起其實我都有fd既wo
原來係自己冇去理佢地搵佢地
等我地繼續可以做fd子
琴夜有人問我係咪喊緊
雖然我果一時有D唔開心
個心好亂唔知點解自己會咁
不過唔開心係有好多原因
但係果一刻我真係冇喊道
只係諗緊一大堆野
但係當果個人問我既時候
我又諗如果我真係喊呢
真係喊既話有邊個肯比我攬住
等我有機會去痛哭一場呢
咁耐我只有係o係
luen 翠盈 yuni面前
完完全全咁痛哭過
我諗唔知有邊個會願意比我攬住痛哭
琴夜我卻好白癡咁諗
果個人會5會比我咁做
如果唔比會5會一手推開我
唔知睇緊日記既你會5會比我咁做呢
有時我真係想痛哭一場
我認為咁樣可以令我冇過難過 諗咁多野

琴日我覺得自己係好不知所謂
點解自己係咁不知所謂
有時我諗究竟自己有冇成熟過
我一直都好想自己去成長 成熟
但係自己有冇努力過呢
自己有冇用一個岩既方法去改變自己
 希望你地可以幫下我去改變自己

見到"你"咁努力咁去鐘意果個人
有時我真係會諗
我可5可以做到好似你咁
肯對一個人負出咁多
咁堅持都係為左自己繼續愛佢
甚至等佢鐘意你/...
有時我真係唔忍心見到你咁
真係情願你放棄好過
我都好想我可以做到好似你咁


p.s. mabel組既人想睇返傻美寶生日時影既相

咁就請你去到我既相簿道la
http://photo.qooza.hk/album.php?user=eDwIn0hIn&albumid=161513

Another summer day has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome
but I wanna go home
Mmm...
maybe surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh,I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that its just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another airplane, another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home
I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I've got to come home
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come alone with me
Cause this was not your dream
but you always believed in me

Another winter day has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
I miss you , you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby , I'm done
I wanna go home
Let me go home
It will all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

 相隔左5日
今日應該黎一個總結
定我對呢5日上學天黎個總結

呢一個星期係福音週
對於已信加上呢排又返得幾穩既我黎講
可以會話福音週對我既影響唔會太多
影響既就會令我多諗左D野
諗既野:
呢一位講員完全令我估唔到佢有一個咁既背景
原來每一個都有一個唔同既背景
只係佢有冇話比你聽/你察覺到
佢有一個咁不同既背景
而我認為每個人既背景
係一定有好有唔好
只係睇你點樣去面對佢
好老土咁講"咩都係有兩面 睇下你用咩角度睇"
而我當年就選擇過自殺/唔肯面對等
但係我覺得"識諗"係神比我既一個好大優點
當我都試過一D負面角度去諗既時候
我就諗咁樣係有咩用呢
好多人都同我講過:
你係冇能力改變以前你發生過既野(我既屋企la),
但係你卻有能力改變你將來發生既事,
你對一D冇辦發改變既事實既睇法.
當佢地講左幾次既時候
我就真係認真咁明白佢既義思
其實有時唔信既人
真係會諗神係真係可以做到架la
我可以同你講一定係
神係可以做到好多你估唔到既事
而我亦親身感受到
雖然我仍未係一個好好既基督徒,
但係以上係我少少想分享既見證/諗法.
今年係我第一年幫手個人怖道
我好享受佢既過程
雖然我都未做到我最好
但係幫神去傳福音/侍奉
真係一件會令你好開心既事
希望我每一年都仲會有機會la


其實有時影相先係我最想用既記錄方法
我覺得影相係可以表達我想講/諗既野
不過有時我遇到好想影既野既時候
卻冇膽企定定係道影
心入面覺得會比人用好奇怪既眼光望咁
而且我好想影by我部相機
可惜我影既時候卻唔係我身邊
卻唔想單單拎部手機出黎影
希望我有更加多既機會影到樣
我唔想再流失我有機會遇到既令景!!!
呢一張係我今日用手機既相:

雖然個景只係好普通
但係當時佢卻吸引左我